"I'm so much tired for all of this. Before, my heart was filled with love and hope. . but now, it's full of pain, anger and grief. . It hurts so much to hear what you're saying... that you regret marrying me, that you don't love me anymore, that you don't see yourself to grow old with me co'z now for you I'm worthless, I'm nothing, and you were never proud of me. . It hurts so much that these words came out from the same mouth saying "I love you" to me, that you can't live without me, afraid of losing me and that I am the one you want, to be a mother for your child and to be with for life. It hurts so much to feel the slaps from your hands, all the pushes and twists just to get away from me. . I can't imagine that these are the same hands holding me tight, carrying me, and caressing me at night. Its hard to accept how you humiliated me, from your family and friends. . how you disrespected me as your wife and keep our family problems in private. How you let them judge me while I can't defend myself... for it comforts you to talk about me at my back, co'z you want them to sympathize on you. . . I felt so betrayed for it's you who should be the first person to defend and protect me. . For it's you whom I trust . . then. And after every big fight, you're sorry was still accepted, you're always forgiven. After every pain you've caused, I always try to understand and leave it behind. . hope for tomorrow and smile. But then, it's just a word. . a promise. Again and again, you're breaking it. We were happy some time, but when you're anger starts to burst, all happy days seems nothing. . seems like it does not exist. For how you judge me and our relationship is like something too miserable that doesn't deserve a second chance. 

Now,  it's so hard believe. . so difficult to trust. . and I'm in a certain point where I found myself empty and lost. . The moment that I still want to walk with you seems so scary. . for I don't know what's ahead. . how we will be the next minute, the next hour, the next day. . Now you're sweet, tomorrow you're cold. . Now you love me. . tomorrow you don't. . Enough! Enough! Enough! I'm also human. . I also get tired. . and I'm so drained. . I did everything for us, but this can never be called a relationship if it's only me who wants to work for it. If it's only me who will give. If it's only me who will adjust. And only me who will sacrifice.. It must be US. ."

Every woman needs to be treated fair and right. But some men, after having them, forgets to care as time goes by. . In the beginning, their love was very warm. You will feel that you're very special. . that you are everything for them. But as time passes by, after marriage, they thought they are assured of having her whatever happens. Man think that because a woman love him, she will and always forgive and accept the pain from them. .

Men have a hard muscle and women have a soft heart. Women get hurt easily so please be careful men. Be careful in every touch, in every actions, and in every words..